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My Horror Blog [07 Jun 2009|11:55am]
[ mood | geeky ]

If you're cool like me and love horror movies you should follow my blog or at least check it out.

It's located here: http://spookybrew.blogspot.com/

If you follow it I will give you a high five!



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RuPaul [30 May 2009|12:01am]
I like RuPaul's music...

that is all.
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Whoop Whoop! [16 Jan 2008|09:17am]

haha this video is hilarious
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New Year's post or something of that sort... [09 Jan 2008|05:29am]
Well I suppose this is my new years resolution post..
New Year's Resolution..
Dont really have one..
I guess besides becoming less paranoid about everything.
hmm, maybe also learning how to do more with make-up

speaking about make-up...

I got two jobs. One is currently being worked on and is called, "For Christ's Sake" and is being shot in Sarasota. It is starring scream queen Debbie Rochon who is an amazing women.

The second job has already been shot while I was in CT and Im just working on re shoots and such with mostly gore effects...brains..etc. It is called Dead End and is starring Linnea Quigley who was in Return of the Living Dead.

I am so excited my career or something along those lines is starting to come along. It all started with working at Halloween Horror Nights this year where I met my friend Jesse becuase he had a screamfest shirt on we continuely talked and he got me the job on FCS.
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[10 Sep 2007|11:19pm]
Today I bought a ghost and skeleton at walmart

I named them Winston and Murphy.
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[10 Sep 2007|06:19pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

My uncle had brain cancer
He had surgery
He lost 27 pounds and only weighed 150 pounds
He wont eat but he's starting to

I want to go give him a hug, I miss him.

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I dont usually like writing in here but... [10 Sep 2007|05:21pm]
...I need to.

I was going to write something here

but my mom helped me through it...and I can't wait to see her
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[01 Aug 2007|07:25pm]
let me be the one who never leaves you all alone
I hold my breathe and lose the feeling that im on my own
hold me too tight....
stay by my side....
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
I found my place in the world
could stare at your face for the rest of my days....
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[26 Jul 2007|07:19pm]
Tell me your jealous

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Ventation [14 Jul 2007|11:22am]
[ mood | broken ]

I feel like someone threw my body on the floor and ripped my heart out at the seems.

I just feel like im constantly lying to myself. I hate this.

I've heard so much shit about people that I feel disgusted to even be here.

I know way too much, everyone tells me secrets. It's too much sometimes.
I feel like sometimes I am a secret myself because I never let anyone in to my secrets.
And than people think Im not talkative because I think "I'm too good" or that bull shit.
I've never felt that way at any point in my life. If any thing I feel like Im too lucky to have the friends I do.

There is so much to me that no one knows and no one will.
Becuase I reach a point where I become cold and frozen.

The way people react to things gets me the most. I've recently been told alot of things people did out of revenge and it literally sickens me. And this is not down here.

I remember when these thoughts never crossed my mind and I would take whatever was thrown at me. I think that im mentally not able to do that anymore. Thoughts like getting back at someone have crossed my mind alot lately. Although I have not fully fell into doing any of them. Becuase I would still with all my heart would like to think that i am an okay person.

With all these thoughts circling my head lately I havent even had time to think about what really matters.

My family. My uncle is in a light way of saying it, sick.
I don't want to lose someone else.

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[20 Jun 2007|07:38pm]
who else has last.fm?

add me....
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[20 Jun 2007|07:04pm]

I was PA on this....
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[15 Jun 2007|04:12pm]
Researching my Documentary project by watching old unsolved mysteries episodes

.....so amazing
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Arg [11 Jun 2007|11:08pm]
I am so tired and I have lab at 1am tonight

This is going to suck
Eh at least I don't have class til 5pm tomorrow

Damn HD labs
I don't even know what I want to do for that class

I think maybe AD, CG, or Teleprompt

I would go for TD but I think a ton of people want to do that and Im not THAT good at it

Me and Robby are going to get tickets to go see Man Man tomorrow, should be a very fun show
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[11 Jun 2007|01:20pm]
New trailer for 30 days of night

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Brian Ewing [31 May 2007|11:18pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

A long time ago, about 2 years, I painted this pumpkin with a image I had scene in Brian Ewing's sketch book

I sent it to him on my old myspace and shortly after it was hacked and I had never heard a response.

Today I got a picture comment on the painting I had in my sketch album on myspace. And tonight I was looking through his flick page and I found this.

Anyways, it made my day. He's one of my favorite artists

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Armor For Sleep Lyrics I enjoy [29 May 2007|10:00am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

It's funny how
things work out,
the ones we need
don't know we're there
If I were sand
and you were oceans,
the moon would be
why you're pulled to me

I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me
Tonight, at twelve, we change, ourselves
forget, this world, we know
transparent we'll be
invisible so they won't see
our hearts beat
we won't hurt a thing
we just want to haunt this house
at least for now

Watch us change
kill the light
Phantoms now
dead tonight

You'll be a ghost
I'll be your dream
you'll float through me
I'll disappear

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What a beautiful song [27 May 2007|04:19pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

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[26 May 2007|11:06am]
SO I looked out my backporch today
and I saw this...
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Just a bit weird
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So today [15 May 2007|07:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I was driving to my apartment when I relized a carriage was in the middle of the road. The carriage belong to my neighbor who has two babies. So I pushed it up to the sidewalk where I thought maybe she was in the office that is right in front of our building.

So I went into my apartment for a few minutes and waited

After a while I pushed the carriage into our building and put it in front of her apartment where it usually is. Than I placed a note on her door stating what had happened.

After about an hour the note was gone but she didn't say anything

Well at least I was nice

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uhh yes this is me [15 May 2007|07:37pm]
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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Make Up [14 May 2007|02:41pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I thought i would post some of the Fx i've done so far

so here they are

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Love This Song [10 May 2007|09:30pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry, a melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry, a melody, a memory, or just one picture

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I'm sorry I needed to post this song, it means alot to me
even though like everyone hates Avenged Sevenfold now
I still like them alot.

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[10 May 2007|09:15pm]
I'm losing touch, and it's obvious.
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New [01 May 2007|12:43pm]
I cut all my hair off
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Pirate's Cove [02 Apr 2007|08:17pm]
So I went mini golfing today in Orlando and what was right next to it?

A Hooters

Fun for your kids and their dads

anyways, If you haven't already
add me on myspace

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[02 Apr 2007|02:25pm]
Here is my third tattoo

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And this is me right now

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[01 Apr 2007|11:19pm]
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those are two of my tattoos. I have not taken a picture of my other one yet.
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[31 Mar 2007|09:39pm]
[ mood | awake ]

wow, I haven't written in this in a very long time.

I have 3 tattoos now.
The Thursday dove, a peacock feather and a heartagram with wings.
I have gotten my lip pierced.
I dyed my hair back to brown.
I have a cat named Nancy down here.
New boyfriend for two months so far.
I live on my own now as well

Season Pass to Universal Studios Orlando!

Im going to CT for a week next week and I'm planning on seeing a few shows since I have been deprived down here in FL.
The last show I was at was Fall Out Boy, New Found Glory, and the Early November in January and before that was Atreyu, Everytime I Die, From First To Last, and Chiodos which was in October

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[28 Jul 2006|03:32pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So im going to make a list of recent events that have happened

I lost the love of my life to a car accident
I got a new tattoo
I have a new look (hair, hair cut, whatever)
I live in Florida now
I have a new room mate
Ive almost been arrested count less times (yes, whomever put for being shitty person, you are right becuase I guess now a days people get arrested for that right? Grow up, grow some balls and than comment with your name)
I feel the most lonley ive ever felt
I still am friends with all my friends back home
Ive met alot of new friends
I have a new kitten in Florida (Nancy)
My old kitten here was eaten by a dog while I was on vacation(Sonny)

Some good/Some bad

As life always is

but I am happy, i guess

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[08 May 2006|07:53pm]
If anyone wants some really cheap band shirt

im seeing a bunch on ebay

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[04 May 2006|09:23am]
I got into a car accident in good old Florida

It's going to take 2 weeks to fix that son of a bitch

I'm fine...my car isnt

it was the other person's fault
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[08 Apr 2006|04:31am]
I got a new kitten this week

His name is Sonny and he is like my child

and hes almost a week and a half old
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[30 Jan 2006|10:06am]
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this is my hair now..

Im not sure whether to dye it blonde or black...here's my ideas.

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If I got it black I would have the bottom blonde and the top black and the front would still be red...

What should I do?

Any other ideas?

please help
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Target Love <3 [28 Jan 2006|10:42am]
On a happy note last night made me feel so much better.

I hung out with my amazing friends Amber Alteri, Stowe, and Mackin...

We went to Target and they made me try on a bunch of kids clothes, I love it!

Today I think we are filming some stuff and taking more pictures...I can't wait

these are the momments I'm going to miss when I leave.
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[27 Jan 2006|04:17am]
Sorry for not writing in this for a long time...

I've been amazingly busy with work

I feel like that's all I do now...
I just work and than go out.
I basically live out of my car...sometimes I hate it.

I think it's me not comming to the conclusion that I'm leaving in 3 weeks...

How can I be so excited when i'm really so upset?
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[15 Jan 2006|01:33am]
Im having heart problems yet again.....

My stress is slowly killing me.

I dunno what's going to happen next and I'm scared to find out.....
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[27 Aug 2005|01:22am]
PS I got the job!
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[26 Aug 2005|10:59am]

I havent updated in a long ass time

I'm getting my license hopefully in two weeks.
I'm trying to find a new job since i quit shop rite.
I had a job interview last week at 99 that went horribly. The guy was a huge prick.
I have an interview today at TGI Friday's.
I don't think I can go see CKY anymore since it's the day before my license test.

Today is 10 months for me and Scott.
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Long since due picture [21 Jun 2005|02:20pm]
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My tattoo
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[21 Jun 2005|09:40am]
Im graduating Thursday.

It scares me...you know what else scares me...


because my mom was obsessed with zombies ate my neighbors when i was young and played it 24/7.


Its odd because i love zombie movie.
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[29 May 2005|01:20pm]
I saw blood brothers last week and it was sooo awesome. The people there dancing were soo funny. I loved them. I wanted to give them all hugs.

This week i had to go to the hospital again. Now they say it's anxiety.

I'm going to see The Rocket Summer for the 4th time in June.

Im graduating on the 20th of June and Im having a graduation party on the 25th

Also I got some award at school so I have to go to awards night on the 8th. Wonder what it's for?
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[28 Apr 2005|03:13pm]
Okay, so last week I went to Cali with my family and Stowe. Fucking saw PAPA ROACH at DISNEYLAND! The singer was soo nice. We ate with Straylight Run at house of blues and than saw them afterwords. THe singer of Gratitude kissed Stowe when he was singing randomly! We went to like everywhere in California except Sombreros (dammit). The plane home was the shittiest flight I have ever taken. I got sick from it. Came home. Had school again. Got my report card, all A's and B's. All good except I got a B in art.....because I didnt talk during an assembly thing....which just makes me very mad. I certo for her everyday. I fucked up my track jacket today to what...Get a B. Stupid.

Anyways, I do need to update more...so i will!

oh and if you live in milford/milford area come check out the art show at parson's soon because some of my art will be up in there.
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[26 Apr 2005|01:46am]
comment and say something you hate about me
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Inkin Inkin Inkin! [20 Mar 2005|09:53am]
Last night I got my first tattoo on my shoulder. It's of the thursday dove that was on the back of the insert of the "five stories falling" cd. It looks awesome. It's all black and I'll hopefully post some pictures soon. Wasn't painful like i thought. Only where the bone was.
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My heart hates me. [14 Mar 2005|09:21am]
I think it's funny. I was the happiest I have ever been and than this happens.

I found out what's wrong with my heart or at least a little bit of it. I have an extra valve, my heart doesnt beat right, and i have a heart murmur which means everytime it beats, it clicks. Wonderful huh? They said that it's not the reason why I get what I do. I found out what I have is called heart palpatations in which I get vertigo too. They said it will happen again and when it does whoever im with needs to call 911. I had to tell everyone Thursday including teachers and work managers. I hate doing this and I hate having this. They said that if they cant find out why im having these episodes that I will first need medicine and than if that doesnt work I need surgery...
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[10 Mar 2005|10:32am]
I had to go to the hospital again last night. Same reason as before.

It was interesting. The person taking my blood sucked at it and did a blind test a couple times. I got put on the heart rate machine again. I was there from 7 to 11pm. They still dont know whats wrong with me. I have to get a vest to wear to monitor my heart for 24 hours today.

They said if it gets worse: medicine and than surgery to find out what part of my heart is causing the problem.
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[06 Mar 2005|11:48am]
Ryan Cabrera last night was amazing. He did covers of hanson, Paula Abdul, and Paul Simon. He danced with his drummer and that was the best part. Amazing is all I have to say. Cept for all the 12 year olds. Got to meet Ryan which was pretty awesome. Glad we got there way too early to do that. oh yeah and

Happy Birthday Stowe! (which was yesterday)

Slipknot Friday was pretty awesome. I didn't think they would be as good as they were. I actually got a shirt. The crowd was pretty funny especially the people humping a chair in front of us and the 10 year olds in back of us that knew every word.

Tuesday is from first to last! Should be a great show.
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[26 Feb 2005|11:04am]
Today is

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[17 Feb 2005|11:33pm]
Guess whos going to 6 shows in three weeks?


Atreyu this tuesday in Florida. Taste of Chaos on my birthday in NJ!
Slipknot on March 4th. Ryan Cabrera March 5th

Oh and not to mention From First To Last March 8th and 11th

oh yeah!
whos else is going?
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